This is a lovely message I received from someone who attended the Dare to Dream Conference that I will be posting about shortly.
Grace and Peace may be with you all from our Lord Jesus, the healer and the only one, our Lord Almighty is never as sleep, he is all the time surrounding us with his unfailing Love.
I felt in my heart that I couldn’t let this testimony passed by after I have attended the Dare to dream 2017 conference.
Well, my name is Lorenia, I am Brazilian but I live in London for over thirteen years now, I made here my home and I have a child, his name is Gabriel, he is 12 years old.
I have come to the UK with a missionary calling, which didn’t happen, I back slipped to the world for eight years. God with his unfailing love for my life brought me out from an abusive relationship where I was physically, mentally, sexually and financially explored. I was involved within the world of drugs and prostitution. My partner used to sexually exploited me to buy drugs and in this mess I gave up my son as I wasn’t able to look after him. He is in care now and I am fighting against the power of the enemy to get him back with me, please do pray for us.
However, I have been attending church since 2012, I have been a faithful Christian since my deliverance from the world. In 2016, I started praying and asking the Lord for more of him while I was studying the world in my house and after two months seeking I heard his voice! Yes, he is real and he does speak if you really seek Him, with all your Heart.
Since then I had a message from Him to be delivered, which cause I have been persecuted and asked to live where I was living because of the msg. The Lord has been my shepherd and he never let me down. However I got very low and very depress. I end up moving with a Missionary which I taught it she heard from God, which she didn’t and my ears got blocked, I couldn’t hear him anymore and even had the strength to pray, I followed a flesh mind. This sister missionary lives in a very abusive relationship herself and that causes me to go even lower and I was diagnose in January with depression again, after four years without taking any medication, the enemy trapped me.
I stared seeing a professional specialist in all sorts of abuse and she was very concerned about my well being last week, before the conference. I was about to give up! But the Lord plans wasn’t to let me go that easy, right? He is not letting me go, he will never going to let you go too, because you are too precious for him.
I went to the conference feeling really low and it was very hard for me to get there, my body didn’t want to go at all, to get out from the bed was very hard for me but I went. It was raining and I put one of my best clothes as I didn’t want to show people how low I was feeling. I tried to make myself feel good. I was not okay.
Since I walked in to sign my name into the registration book, i notice Pastor Dorah in front of me, which I gave her a hug, but wasn’t her hugging me, it was the Holy Spirit, I’ve tried to let it go, but he pushed me back into her arms again and he used her lips to say to me: All is Well! I never going to forget that Saturday and everything was said in that place. But the Lord hasn’t finished with me yet: actually I haven’t seeing anything yet he whispered. I finally could hear Him again…. deep inside my heart.
The worship was awesome, the presence of God was so strong in the place that I couldn’t stop weeping.
I didn’t know the conference called Dare to Dream. The first preacher started preaching and the move of the Holy Spirit started getting into me, then God gave her a picture of few ladies and one of those ladies was me.
Pastor Dorah gave a sing to make sure I understand that was from me, to make sure I was going to stand and go in the front, which I did as the Lord told me to go. Rev. Prayed for me and she removed from my heart the arrows that have been spoken over my life and as she prayed I heard my ears been opened again as the message was for me to have courage and delivery everything the Lord asked me to do as he is within me. I felt his touch restoring my broken heart.
I seat down feeling Renew, but I haven’t seeing anything yet: The Lord whispered.
When the second preacher started, she first pointed to sister Sara and founded to myself asking me to go in the front. The Lord once more touched me and heals me complete at the front and confirmed my Healing Ministry and no more cry! The Holy Spirit overwhelmed me with laugher and I felt into the floor.
You know, I have been waiting for his justice regarding the people who mistreat me, they were the closest one. They called me mad, that I have mental problem and I haven’t heard from God.
I was kicked out from my church and the house I was living. I became bitter, depress, I felt unworthy, but my Lord, my God have booked the day at Dare to Dream conference 2017 to heal me from those nasty curses.
Sunday I went back to my church and my Pastor, one of those people who must hurt me, smiled at me and said: you look very well! He was the one who called Crisis team for me and called me crazy!
I went to see my therapist Wednesday the 1 of march and she jumped out the chair when I walked in. She asked me what has happened to me? if I have taken any medication as she was going to advise me to extend my sessions, but now, I don’t need anymore! She didn’t believe when I told her about my Jesus, she kept asking if I have seeing anybody else or taken any meds. I told her I was free from the bondage on the Ladies conference I have attended on Saturday.
I started attending therapy service after the enemy lied to me I wasn’t well and I believed that! For the Glory of my God, the only one, my beautiful Jesus I am free and healed of those narrows in my heart, from the painful words spoken over me to stop me to get where the Lord wants me.
Thank you Jesus for use your daughters Pastor Dorah, the Reverend and Usher for speaking over my life and put me back where I was left out last December.
Satan, I am back and if He is for me, who can be against me? No one!
God bless you all! He is just! He doesn’t let you down and he won’t live you behind. He made us the head and not the tail, we are above and not below. He is a good God.